how are you?
fine..
imagine if people answered honestly..
actually i’m in the midst of an existential crisis
my athlete’s foot is killing me
i’m suffering acute heartbreak
i’m fine..
doing the dance of courtesy, oiling the wheels of social interaction.
like when you’re with someone, or trying to be..there are always so many unsaid things..why is i love you such a major vulnerability point..
rhetorical..low flying lo-fi low key despair
too much time inside my own mind..
i’m just a slow emotion replay of somebody i used to be.. [the the]
busy with a little woodworking gig for someone … the mind’s restfully involved in minuscule things.
escaping the office on wed for the day..going up the coast, hoping to see palm nut vultures.
i’m fine.
i think it’s just … as much as i honor my scars, sometimes i miss the blood.
thanks for the visit, Guest. no, it’s cool if it’s a stealth visit..i do plenty of those myself. i mean, i try to at least say hi in the comments when i’m clicking my merry way through the cosmos of the internet, but sometimes my access is slow, or it’s a blog that on first impressions, i can’t imagine going back to. or i’m just feeling quiet for a change. or something. so – my ego will survive your silence.
interaction is a huge and essential part of this whole blog thang, but there’s a part of it that’s just me talking to me and then listening for the echoes but therapeutic release breeds dopamine hits.
let me tell you about texas radio and the big beat..
no not really, it’s just the rhythm in the words…still groovin’ on lizardpoetry.
i am the lizard king i can do
an
y
thing..
words feel like drops of mercury in the palm of my hand. i want to drown in them, instead of sitting here, doing this … and yeh i know the answer to that one:- WRITE.
and out of the blue come a timely ism to prompt me to do exactly that. *cracks knuckles threateningly*
spent time perusing rogue town – good stuff there … i esp liked the DOS prompt graphic hehe very witty.
so Guest – who’s your favorite provider of pickle-flavored chips?